Thursday, September 27, 2007
today one of the female guinea pig in labour frm 2 pm n tat time i start to sit n watch it giving birth at 3pm plus i knw she is in diffcult labour i was thinking to hve her give birth but i dun wan to hurt the baby inside the womb so i try to left her a while n think wat to do but until 4.14pm she suddenly die i was shock so quickly use scissor cut open the female GP belly n pull out the baby try to save them even the mum is dead but it was too late i think the mum water bag has break n lag of oxygen n the baby die inside it was a terrible moment i cry for few mins n tats the first time i cry for animals dead after so many years nver cry for dead animals tats a moment i really feel down i used to save numbers of animal but this time i failed this is my second GP die of diffcult labour after tat i thinking to buried the body at the hill but if buried them they may reborn n suffer again so i nver buried them, i read Heart Sutra to them n blessed them be a spirit n protect other animals rather then suffer in the world again after tat i throw them in the rubbish pit
n i went to hill top n blow off part of their fur hope tat help them after tat i sit at the hill top for few mins then went back hme
Nw really bless the next GP won't die of diffcult labour n smoothly give birth n stay alive
Feeling Rate : 2%
Im a Deathgod
